Well, we have had quite a day. This morning was spent cleaning and getting the house ready for our second post placement visit for Emma. Our new social worker came and asked a bunch of questions about Emma 's adjustment and she confirmed that Emma was doing very well in our home. We then officially started our homestudy for Chloe. We also got a wonderful surprise, a picture of Chloe. We do not know any more information, but we now have a face to our precious daughter. As you can image my emotions are all over the place tonight. Reality is really starting to set in that our family of four will soon be a family of five. The process does seem like it will be a bit easier in terms of paperwork as long as we do not have the immigration problems like we had with Emma. We are delighted that we got a picture, but most of you know that after the picture is the hardest part of the wait. I am just so humbled that God has chosen me to be the mother of these three amazing children. I am actually posting the first pictures we got of Samuel, Emma, and Chloe.
Monday, February 3, 2025
Oh, hey. Just dropping in to unload the million thoughts going on in my head. I know it's been awhile and once again I am writing this from my phone, so please excuse any mistakes. I am wearing my reading glasses since the last time I posted so maybe writing from my phone won't be as bad as it usually is. I'm a little bit of a mess these days and I am entering the time of the year that is the hardest on me emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. These next few months are filled with dates that broke me. There are dates the next few months that take me back to the darkest days I have experienced. I enter this fight with the demons that seemed to have attached themselves to me 22 years ago. Praise Jesus, He gave me victory from those demons, but this time of year they like to rear their ugly heads and I struggle. Cancer gave me so many wonderful people and experiences that would not be part of who I am now. But cancer and the trauma that followed ...
Congrats on getting a picture! I know how excited you must be. She is adorable!
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