Monday, March 2, 2015

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Friday night the kids and I ended our week with a pizza party and watching Big Hero 6. It was nice to just chill for the evening. Saturday morning the kids woke up a little bit earlier than I had hoped, but we got a jump start on some housework and homework. Jeremy got home around 10:00 Saturday morning and we were all happy to have him home. The kids have some projects due this week at school so we spent some time Saturday finishing one project and getting a start on Samuel's project. I forgot that since we told the landlord we would be moving out that he would want to start showing the apartment. It was a little annoying because he wanted to show it three times this weekend with no notice. We did leave for a little while on Sunday after church so he could show it. It is a little stressful having people come in, but at least it doesn't matter to me if they like the apartment or not :). We have until Friday to have our lending together or at least let the sellers know where we are at on the financial side. Please pray that every things goes smoothly and that my anxiety will be kept in check. This week every year is hard for me. I relive so many events of this week 11 years ago and it is a very emotional week for me. A touch of my anxiety showed up early this morning and I have been up since 5:30. On the positive side, I had a load of laundry washed, dried, and put away before 7:30 this morning and another load already in the dryer. The house is pretty much clean, so I am hoping to get a walk in today and maybe a nap.

This is the verse I have on repeat in my mind today.


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