Monday, February 14, 2011- Day 85

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Happy Valentine's Day! This has been an extremely long day. We were only in school for half a day last week so it was difficult getting back in the swing of things. To make matters worse we had  our Valentine's party today at school. My kids were so sweet and I got so many cards and even got some balloons from one of my boys. Well I could not let this day go by without thinking about my favorite Valentine memory. Three years ago on Valentine's Day I finally got to see and hold my sweet Emma. I wish I could say that it was all hugs and smiles but it was not. Emma did not want anything to do with us. It was difficult loving and waiting for little girl and she did not return  the feelings. It is still my favorite Valentine memory:)

Well, I have not slept very well for the past few nights. I am exhausted and praying that I can sleep tonight. I also need to report that I did horrible with my eating yesterday and not so great today. I am hoping that tomorrow I will get back on track. I did go to Curves this afternoon so today was not a complete loss. Well I am getting sleepy by the minute so I am going to bed. Here are some pictures of Emma's early Gotcha Day diner at Logan's and pictures taken today at school for the kids Valentine's parties.

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