Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your prayers and love and outpouring of encouragement. Things went really well on Wednesday. I cannot give any details because the details of our life right now are under a microscope and our name is trying to be tarnished. But, I am asking that you would continue to pray for us this week. There is another step that will be taking place this week and we are crying out to the Father and claiming in Jesus name that this will go in Jeremy's favor. I am pleading with the Lord that He has not brought us this far to give a different outcome. Please plead to the Father on our behalf. I look forward to posting how God has answered our prayer.
I was going to post much more, but I just deleted it. I will ask that you would pray for me. I feel like I have been treading water for the last few months and every few days I am submerged in the water. I fight my way back to the top, take a deep breath, and I feel the weight of a hand push me back under. I feel like I am drowning. I am so very thankful for the people that have texted and called me the last few days. They have loved me and they have not tried to justify or add fuel to my struggle for a pure heart, but they have given me the only thing that will get me through this, the promises of God's Word! I wish I could share more of the brokenness of my heart, but I do not trust my emotions.
I would also ask that you would pray for my kids. We have not been able to hide the tears the last few weeks. All of the tension has effected the girls most. I worry about my Emma who has probably been through every worst case scenario ( just like her momma). I pray that the Lord gives her rest at night and that the unknown does not rob my sweet girl of her bubbly personality. Please pray for Chloe who has been acting out in worrisome ways the last few weeks. To my horror on Wednesday I discovered a mess in her room. She has been taking food and eating a large amount of different snacks and then hiding them by her bed. I know this is somewhat normal in kids, but this stash was beyond rational thinking, especially since it was all accumulated in the last week. It was disturbing and I was so shaken that I was actually worried about my blood pressure. I also found a pile of clothes that were all ruined and stuck together by some sort of putty that she had probably stolen from someone at school. I am drowning. We are drowning. But we keep treading. We will keep fighting through these waves of discouragement and attacks. We wait with expectation that our Rescuer is coming.
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| Every time I try to eat a snack these two sit right in front of me just staring. |
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| Sam trying to give Emma some advice during the basketball game |
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