Thursday, February 24, 2011- Day 75

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You know your day is not going as planned when the first three people who see you say "You are not feeling well today, are you?" I woke up this morning with a sore throat. Thankfully it has not gotten any worse so it is probably just allergies. It is rainy and just yucky today, so my fibro really doing a number on my body. I told someone this morning I just could of stayed in bed but then I remembered that staying in bed tends to make me hurt worse. My kids at school have been high strung this whole week and I love them dearly, but they were getting to me today. There is a possibility of severe storms and flooding tonight and I have to go to Nashville to class. My house is a complete mess even though I have cleaned it a million times in the past week. I have about a months worth of work to get accomplished in the next 8 days!!! So, I am struggling today!

Ok. Thanks for letting me vent:) It has been a rough week on me. I really do feel so overwhelmed that I could burst into tears at any given minute. The thought of leaving the country in 8 days is stressful, but I think it will be good for me. It will be good to get away and spend some time away from my normal routine. I plan on leaving my worries and uncertainties behind and focus on what God is trying to teach me. Well, I need to grab something to eat and head to Nashville.

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  1. theredpumpkinFebruary 24, 2011 at 6:47 PM

    Glad to find you Kim. I thought you had stopped blogging b/c the old address I had looked like you had stopped a long time ago. Will be praying for you these last days. I understand hectic and it isn't fun.

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